I want the deepest, darkest, sickest parts of you that you are afraid to share with anyone because I love you that much. And now I'm showing you mine. I'm but an average, untalented girl living in suburbia attempting self-discovery. I am ordinary. I live an easy life and yet I'm still unhappy; I'm hoping keeping track of my thoughts will make this easier to understand. I care little for other people's emotions. I lie to others to make my own life easier, but not ever to ease their suffering. I will not lie to you. My thoughts are my own, not easy words fed to me by my parents or my government. I am part of no church, and I believe in no god. The only thing I need to be saved from is my own mental unrest. I ate his heart then I swallowed his brain. If you don't love me back, I'll do it again.
gossamergrins replied to your post: I don’t know how to forgive. I just don’t really…
I’m bad at it too, but think of it like this forgiveness is not for the person who’s done wrong. It’s not to justify them or to please them. it’s for you. It is the ability to let go of poisonous thoughts and instead embrace positive ones.
I’ve been told that before, and I agree with it. You should forgive people so you can move foreward in life with positivity. But the thing is that I literally don’t understand how to get to that point. The entire process of forgiveness, I can’t comprehend it. I don’t understand what it means to forgive. Like sort of forgetting the bad or choosing not to focus on it is how someone explained forgiveness to me once, and to me that’s incredibly naive and just really stupid. I just really don’t comprehend how you go about forgiving someone. It’s like Greek to me.
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gossamergrins said:
I guess it IS weird, haha.
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