I want the deepest, darkest, sickest parts of you that you are afraid to share with anyone because I love you that much. And now I'm showing you mine. I'm but an average, untalented girl living in suburbia attempting self-discovery. I am ordinary. I live an easy life and yet I'm still unhappy; I'm hoping keeping track of my thoughts will make this easier to understand. I care little for other people's emotions. I lie to others to make my own life easier, but not ever to ease their suffering. I will not lie to you. My thoughts are my own, not easy words fed to me by my parents or my government. I am part of no church, and I believe in no god. The only thing I need to be saved from is my own mental unrest. I ate his heart then I swallowed his brain. If you don't love me back, I'll do it again.
I don’t know how to forgive. I just don’t really understand how it’s done. I’ve come to that realization lately. If someone could help me out, that’d be much appreciated.
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pallasites said:
Forgiveness does not have to mean to accept their wrong doings, but to let them go and allow them to not hurt you in the way they have. Think of how you would like to be acknowledged after you have done something wrong. Do you deserve forgiveness?
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gossamergrins said:
I’m bad at it too, but think of it like this forgiveness is not for the person who’s done wrong. It’s not to justify them or to please them. it’s for you. It is the ability to let go of poisonous thoughts and instead embrace positive ones.
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