I want the deepest, darkest, sickest parts of you that you are afraid to share with anyone because I love you that much. And now I'm showing you mine. I'm but an average, untalented girl living in suburbia attempting self-discovery. I am ordinary. I live an easy life and yet I'm still unhappy; I'm hoping keeping track of my thoughts will make this easier to understand. I care little for other people's emotions. I lie to others to make my own life easier, but not ever to ease their suffering. I will not lie to you. My thoughts are my own, not easy words fed to me by my parents or my government. I am part of no church, and I believe in no god. The only thing I need to be saved from is my own mental unrest. I ate his heart then I swallowed his brain. If you don't love me back, I'll do it again.
Hi! I've been reading through your posts and I just want to tell you that you are so well spoken and I love reading everything you post. Are you/have you ever considered being a writer? you could win a debate against anyone any day! just wanted to let you know:)Oh gosh this is really just so sweet and I’m kind of flustered now because it’s just really lovely so thank you so much :3
I’ve definitely considered it, it’s something I love doing and it’s so much easier for me to communicate what I’m feeling through text than through speech. I can almost definitely say writing will always be a big part of my life, though I’m not yet sure in what capacity, whether I’d like to write novels or maybe become a journalist or just continue blogging or the million other possibilites. But who knows, I’m working on becoming a makeup artist right now and maybe I’ll write angry feminist literature on the side >:)
